August of last year, I came down with Covid pretty bad. After my fever, body aches, and lack of lust 4 life lasted for more than five days, I realized I was horribly ill.

For a long time and even moments like today, I find myself feeling Closter phobic from family, friends, clients.

As if I can't breathe.

I was stuck in the "do" phase for years and wondered why the f*ck things were never working out for me.

Confused, depressed, anxious, and so upset with the world for not reciprocating my needs, I felt abandoned.

Being around animals, especially dogs, has helped me become aware of my energy.

Dogs see us as our energy in the present moment and respond to the message we are projecting. If we're unsure of them or the environment, they take over and become pack leaders.

Ma dog mom & dad's out there kno dis! When they listen only when they want, or you have to yell to get their focus?

Whether you’re angry, happy, feeling frisky, tired, etc., if you allow your body to go with the flow, you claim that emotion and use it to fuel youuuuuuu.

No doubt we all wanna feel good throughout our day, so why not train for DAT?

Don't lose energy.

Over the past few weeks, my mind keeps coming back to these words, trying to define the true intentions behind each of these complete opposites, and how they can dance in perfect harmony with each other.

C'mon sky

bring the sunshine

This rain and gloom

feel like doom

My mind is strong

but these days are long

Fuck the clouds!

I speak out loud

Bring the light!

so I can fight

these dark damp days

that never pay

but to sit and dream

of what tomorrow

shall bring.

Over the past year, life has taken me on an relentless journey towards my purpose. Over and over again I've been on a ride of powerful waves, constantly hitting bottom only to take me higher.

Business.

Work.

Play.

Family.

Money.

Food.

& Freedom.

Everyday is a chance to do better in my eyes, I have the type of mentality that will not stop until I'm satisfied.